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A Fate Worse than Death…

So not in the mood to study. One being its math and it sucks, two being it is the cruelest punishment in the world. And lastly, its math and it SUCKS!!!

So I just realized that I only have 2 weeks of summer left, and then its back to Houston for college. >.< My last day of Summer school is August 17th and then I leave for Houston that weekend. I should start packing huh? I just need to pack up my clothes. That is really all I brought with me and my sewing machine. Packing sucks. :/ I’m really going to miss being home. My home in Houston is great, but I just love my small home town. Its so small and comfortable. But there are some things in Houston that I actually miss. Besides my loving roommates (Tomo and Missy) jk Mija and Jody, I’ve really missed PotBelly and Berripop. The best sandwich shop and frozen yogurt joint in Houston and also my favorite places. >.< I’ve missed them so. So the whole license before 22 plan didn’t work out. I turn 22 this September and my mom doesn’t like me driving her Yukon. And I can’t take the driving test without practicing so that dream is once again on hold. But at least I’m comfortable driving a car. I’m way closer then before, so that is something I guess. -.-

[RANT] You know what I hate more than anything? Math..yes but no another thing I really hate is deleting a file when I need it and recording a whole blog and then losing it only to find it and then realizing that my bra is in the background so therefore making it unusable. -.-  So I decided to make a video using the footage I shot the other day of me painting. However I deleted one of the best shots by accident. I don’t even remember deleting it, so that really sucks a ton of ass. >.<  BLEH I just wanted to make a vlog! Why is it so difficult?! [Rant over]

Back to original thought.I can’t believe the summer is (essentially) over. Plus my math final is next week. >.< I’m scared plus this Thursday is the second test and I don’t feel prepared at all. Test 2 is only over chapters 5 and 6 but that’s 10 sections. O.o And I know maybe 1 out 10. I really really hate math with a passion. Why can’t it just go away?!!!  Ok enough about stupid math. So I’ve been wanting to make a new layout for my blog, seeing as its been 2 years I think its time for a change. So I’ve been painting different flowers trying to get inspired on how I want my new layout to look. I have an idea in my head but I don’t know how to get it out of my head. So I’m sort of in a stand point. Hoping something will come to me. But realistically speaking my designing skills are crap. But speaking of designing skills, Mija made me some stationary which couldn’t come at a more perfect time. I signed up for a pen pal here. This is just a fun way to meet people who have the same hobbies as you do. Plus snail mail is a dying art that should be revived.   It matches my extra blog that I needed for English one semester but since I no longer need it for class I have no idea what to use that space for. Right now I should be studying for a math test that I have tomorrow. But I’m already falling asleep. Kat made pizza and I had like 5 slices so now I’m ready for a nap. >.< Math class is so stressful right now, after I finally understand something we move on to the next section and then I’m lost again. I really wish I had the same math teacher that I had last summer. He was the only person who could actually teach me. But he doesn’t have the right degree to teach college algebra. >.< So  now I’m freaking out, I have my final next Wednesday and that will be over every chapter we’ve covered. I already know the out come of tomorrows test and next weeks final. And to top it all off. I also have an eye exam on Thursday that I have to worry about. I hate getting my eyes checked. I seriously have anxiety over it and can’t sleep the night before the visit. Eye drops I can handle its when they try to take the eye pressure. My eye freaks out every time it gets too close. But I really need new glasses and in order to do that I must get my eyes examined first.  I hate it almost as much as I hate math. But for now I will only panic and stress over math, and then once Wednesday passes I’ll stress over my eyes. And then its back to worrying about math because it likes to be the cause of all my problems. (stupid math) I think my hell would be a never ending math class…either that or having to take eye exams over and over again. I cringe at the thought.

Ok enough about that, now I must make some attempt to study. -.- Wish me luck.

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