Inside Kimmy's Mind

OK I know this is some what childish to believe in such things; but today’s and tomorrows tarot card seemed accurate. (in a oh my bob sort of way) Again I know I really shouldn’t take these seriously, but I just found it amusing. Friday is my anniversary again,11 Months with Dylan. So thats why Friday’s tarot made me smile.

August 21st, Thursday’s Tarot card: The Devil represents wild behavior and reckless abandon. This is a card synonymous with temptation and addiction. At its worst, this card embodies evil, but at its best represents ambition, impulsiveness and pure devotion. You should be acutely aware of the destructive influences in your life and gather the strength to overcome them.

August 22nd, Friday’s Tarot card: The Lovers represent a powerful union and the harmony of opposites. It represents the combining of two elements to create an even greater entity. This card often represents the formation of a new relationship or the strengthening of a current one. Love can come your way at anytime. There are difficult decisions to be made and conflict may arise when temptation and desire overcome morals and ethics.

I hate being away from home, but in this case I was sort of at my home away from home. Cliché I know.

My sisters and I went to this cool store called All Records, where I bought my boyfriend Dylan his anniversary presents. Afterwards, Mija took us to Starbucks to get a drink. I got something called Chocolate Banana, I forgot what Mija got, Kat got Strawberry Cream I think? Don’t remember. This technically happened on the weekend. But it was still something I did with Mija.
Ok now the week.
It was just us two, she had to work so I slept most of the day away and got up in the afternoon and fed Tomo. (her cat) Then we would just you know watched tv, ate cheese and crackers, watched a million episodes of Degrassi, while making fun of it the entire time.  Yeah great times. Wednesday, I went to her work and after, we went somewhere to eat. On the way to the restaurant, I witnessed a teen on a unicycle.
Yes, a unicycle.
It was awesome. You don’t see that every day, unless you do, but in my case I don’t. On Friday, we went to the Galleria and I found something absolutely hilarious in the Sanrio store.

Her name is Kim as well. Sigh. And she is called an angry little girl. She says funny things like I’m surrounded by idiots ect. It made me laugh because my uncle used to call me Meaner; because I was mean to him growing up.

That was my week. This week Kat will be spending it in Houston with Mija. I could go, and part of me is saying, “go,” but I don’t want to take Mija time away from Kat. Its her turn.

It was a great week. And I am looking forward to spending another week with her soon. ^_^

My younger sister and I have been staying with our older sister’s apartment. And we have decided to work out during this week; because there is a gym where we can work off all the junk food we have consumed so far since summer started. Now I have gotten to see my friends some what, and my boyfriend, when he isn’t busy. I plan on making a video soon but I am extremely lazy. I also am looking for a job but I am way too picky and hope to find a job that doesn’t require as much human contact as most jobs do. lol wow that’s sad.

My sisters kitty being cute.

It’s only been a day so far at my sisters and I have encountered a different side of water. Now I don’t usually find myself craving any type of soda. I hate soda to be honest, and only drink lemonade, fruit punk, orange juice but mostly water. And at the place where my sister works they have these Italian and French carbonated waters. S. Pellegrino and Perrier. And lets just say they don’t quite quench my thirst….and never will.

I know this might sound like an after school special but whatever.

You know when people tell you not to compare yourself to others? Oh, or how you can tell your friends, that they look amazing even when they are in sweat pants and an over sized t-shirt; and you are telling them the truth because you see your friends as amazing. (well that’s how it is for me anyway) However, when it comes to looking in the mirror you only zoom in on your flaws and not the good things about you. Why is that? I mean I’m not trying to be an ego maniac, but some self confidence would be nice. And I’m not trying to be an emo woe is me I’m not beautiful sort of person. And its not like I’m fishing for compliments that’s the last thing I want. Before you freak out, its not like I’m incapable of looking in the mirror. I from time to time manage to take a glimpse and then sigh and shut off the light. I’m happy with my hobbies, with my sense of humor, personality. Just not my lack of self-esteem. Certain aspects of me aren’t, lets just say acceptable to me. Blah blah I know.

I really need to stop comparing myself to other people and just be happy being me. Regardless of my flaws. But how?