Free at Last!
I’m finally done with finals. I finished Wednesday. A glorious day.
I was ready for this semester to be over with. I mean not as much as I wanted spring semester to be over with but a close second. I mean the only thing that sucks about this semester be over with is that I probably won’t see my crush. But thats ok because it has morphed into a school girl crush that will absolutely go nowhere. Of course I’m the lazy type that doesn’t mind that it will go nowhere. Sad really. But its cool because I made an awesome friend. He is a really interesting type of person. That I wish I could be more like. He has a nice personality. Wow that sounds cheesy. >_< But its true. In my opinion.
But besides that I’m extremely happy that this semester is over and done with. I can now relax until the next stressful semester. I just need to make sure that I have the correct math because low and behold I passed math this semester! Holy fuck I know. Its crazy. I thought I would be lucky if I made a low c. But nope I ended up with a “B”. So this semester I have an A, and two B’s. Now I’m just waiting for my government grade. I hope I passed that class. -_- Back off negativity. I need a negativity shield because I’m a downer. >_<
Change of subject You know what I hate? Besides math. Walking contradictions: people that just continue to spout of nonsense that contradicts what they said before or someone other time. Like Do they change their opinions and beliefs depending on who they are talking to? Can you even do that? I mean even if you met them for the first time? Do these type of people just say what they think you would agree with? Is it that important to agree with someone? I mean for me I like to meet people that have the same interests as me, you some common ground. But they don’t have to agree with me 1oo%. Different is good at times. I just annoyed when one time they say this and then the next they say something completely different. Why can’t they just say what they themselves believe? Is it really that hard to be yourself? And I do not see this as a defense mechanism. Because when people up their guard they either talk a lot and babble or they can’t manage to mumble a single word. Which I’m both at times. If I have nothing to say I keep quiet. If I have an opinion to express I babble it.
Also another type of person I dislike are the people that have no idea how to end a conversation. Last week a friend of mine was getting hit on in a creepy like way. The guy would talk and then leave with out properly ending the conversation. He just left. And then came back hoping to continue. Hey buddy I’m sorry but the time has passed and there is no going back. Well anyway he did that at least two more times. It annoyed the hell out of me. We had no idea that he would return and when he did it was some what awkward. Which is something you want to avoid when you are coming on to someone. And his pick up line of choice,”Hey, why don’t ever you say hi to me?” Very clever. You see my friend has greeted him before. Along with shared the oh so subtle smile and wave tag game. But I believe this was their first sort of “long” conversation. We then joked and said her reply to his come on should have been,” Why don’t you ever say bye?” If only we knew of his inability to end a conversation. But now we have one heck of a inside joke.
Next Are you prone to word vomit? Word vomit is when you say something you didn’t mean to say. No not like turrets. This happens when you don’t think before talking, or you think too much before talking. The reason I ask is I’m aware that there are socially awkward people in the world. And I might ( ok I know I’m socially awkward)be a type of socially awkward but I’m not as bad as they come. I mean I know for a fact that I freak out and blow things way out of proportion. Especially dealing with the opposite sex. I mean its one of the most embarrassing interactions people have to deal with. Aside from class speeches and singing in public. I word vomit a lot and after I freak out I then try to brush it aside. Pretend like it never happened. I know not the best approach. But remember I’m socially awkward. I can’t help it. Ok well I’m going to play a bit more BAM(I’m addicted) and then hopefully fall asleep. I shouldn’t have taken that nap. But I was so sleepy. ~_~
Good night/morning.
