Inside Kimmy's Mind

You know that thing? What’s it called? Love?… I’m sure everyone has felt this feeling at least once in their lifetime. I mean maybe a glimmer of it? If not, then don’t worry your time will come. Of course there are different types of love. Theres the family love, and then there is the love you have for you friends. And then there is the kind everyone can’t wait to experience. Yeah the romantic kind.

I mean I know I am usually sarcastic about this stuff. But that doesn’t mean I don’t hope to experience it too. You know the whole cheesy cloud nine, you’re “The One” nonsense? Yup that too. But I do not want to be the type of girl that is incredibly depressed for being single. I mean yeah being in a relationship can be a wonderful high. But I do not need a guy to make me happy. I am happy… well at the moment I’m hungry and bored. But there is still some happiness in there somewhere. I mean I have no hate towards the lovey dovey people that are currently in romantic relationships, and I don’t pity the people that are trying to discover a way to confess their love at this very moment. And to the married couples/engaged couples, congrats on finding “The One”. To the ones ending their relationships, I’m sorry and welcome to the club of being single. Its not a bad thing. You can eat cookies and any dessert you want. Yes you’ll cry and miss the person that is no longer your significant other. But its not like you will never love again. Unless you claim that, that particular person was in fact “The One”. But thats thinking negative. We all like to believe in fate and destiny. That for some reason we were destined to meet that person. There was some force leading you to that them and whatnot. I mean thats not bad to think that way. But if you trick yourself into believing that, that person was for you, (when he clearly wasn’t) then you might miss out on meeting the actual “One”.

Ok. I know I have no idea what I’m talking about. I am only 19 yrs old, and its not like I have lost so many potential “ones” in those 19 yrs of living. I was just annoyed by the girls that think happiness is only attained by having a male permanently attached to their face 24?7. Or by the girls that think boyfriends are the latest accessory. And if you don’t have one, you are unworthy. They aren’t ipods ladies. They are human beings. Well thats still under debate. But for the most part they are. Of course guys also treat girls like trophies. Well some do. Some just want a good lay. To those guys that think the number of notches on their bed post is some big woop. You won’t be in much woop, when you find out you have an STD. So I’d keep the fact that you can’t keep it in your pants to yourself. I doubt the girl in your Lit class, (that you are attempting to seduce) will submit to your charms once she hears you have had the girl that sits in front of her…and behind her, and to the right of her ect. Unless of course she just wants what you want. Then I suggest a room, because no one wants to witness your “charms”, well most people don’t. lol I know your probably thinking, “get off your high horse, you nerdy virgin. Who are you to judge me?” Well your right I shouldn’t judge these peoples life style. Pathetic as they may be. But I think the people that are desperately looking for “The One” are getting side tracked by”ipods” instead of seriously looking. I mean their one is searching too so eventually they will meet.

Positive. Must think positive.

Anyway there is this Sundance film coming out in August that I can’t wait to watch. I mean I still haven’t seen 500 Days of Summer yet. But I will one day.It looks like a good movie. The main actress in this movie is 33, she does not look 33. So hear that Mija, the same thing will probably happen to you too. :p

Vlog making is getting ridiculously complicated. Movie maker is no longer my friend, and converting my stupid video files is such a headache that I might not be able to put up vlogs anymore. I might have to resort to using my sisters laptop to edit videos. Sigh.

Why laptop? Why must you hate me and cause me so much pain?- Dramatic? I know. So what.