Inside Kimmy's Mind

Do you ever get that feeling that something is missing, that you are forgetting something important? Lately I’ve been feeling like that. :/

Today’s prompt was…

What is your heart full of?  What are the things that are consuming your heart these days.  This could be things that are hurting your heart, breaking your heart, or making your heart so full of love.

I know I’ve told myself not to worry as much, but that is easier said than done. Lately I feel like I’m not doing something something. My heart is broken because of this worry. Its not broken due to the end of a relationship. Its just, I feel like I’m wasting my life and not living it to the fullest. I hope I learn what it is that I’m doing wrong. Because I hate worrying about things. Luckily its just parts of life that I feel like I’m living incorrectly, I have a wonderful family and awesome friends. All who love me a great deal so its not as if I’m saying my life sucks. Because it doesn’t. I just wish I could find out what is making me feel this way. I want to Carpe diem the fuck out of life. But sadly I can’t. :/

Sorry for being on the negative side of things…I’ll try to be more positive tomorrow with prompt 12.

I had trouble with this prompt. But only because I have soooo many favorite songs. And I’m not that great at illustrating. :/ But I still had fun with today’s prompt.

Today’s prompt was…..

Illustrate your all time favorite song

So yeah I had trouble picking a song, in my painting class a couple semester ago we had an assignment where we had to paint a song. And I thought it was difficult back then as well. But I chose a Beatles song then and it was easier to illustrate a Beatles song. For this prompt I just put my ipod on shuffle and picked the first song that played. It just happened to be Vertigo by Anya Marina. Which I’ve mention before on my blog. I feel like most of my journal pages have been pretty sloppy. :/ But I’m still having tons of fun making them.

See you tomorrow with prompt 11!

Another entry!!!!

So today was my second class of math and I still feel the same about math. I HATE IT!!!! I will probably have to go to tutoring every now and then. But I will do whatever it takes to pass this stupid class. Anyway so I fully intended to vlog today, but I just didn’t have a lot to say…well now I do and I could have very well filmed a vlog but we went to Hastings today and I bought two books. Everlasting by Alyson Noël is the finale to the The Immortal series and One Day by David Nicholls. Which brings me to the next thing I want to mention.

MOVIES!!!

One Day was also made into a movie, it should be coming out some time this summer. I’m soooo excited for it. But until I get to watch it, I will read the book and then be able to compare and contrast. Another movie that I want to watch is  The Art of Getting By, it comes out next week. But sadly my small town wont have any showings. They never show any sundance films!!! WHY THE HELL NOT?! I love indie films, those are usually the best.  But I can’t wait to see these movies.  Now on to a movie I watched the other night. An Invisible Sign, it was soooooo freaking cute. These are the types of movies I love. And I’m always left with such a happy feeling after watching them. Now this movie involves math, which is the  pain of my existence. However, I couldn’t help but fall in love with the main character. I’ve never  actually been a fan of Jessica Alba but she was so adorable in this movie. So if you enjoy cute artsy movies, then I recommend this one.

And of course I’m gonna be vain real quick and add a picture of myself. XD

Song of the day is Sunny Day by Joy Williams, I heard this song during the credits of An Invisible Sign and just fell in love with it.

Today is day 9 of the 30 day journal challenge. I had a lot of fun with today’s prompt, I just scrambled through my room  and found a bunch of random memories.

Today’s prompt was…

Completely fill your page with something random.  Leave your pen in your desk today and find beauty in the every day random things around you.

See you tomorrow with prompt 10. This is soooooooooo much fun.

I love the idea of  a time capsule. But I find my blog/vlog as a type of digital time capsule. It preserves memories. And I love that.

Today’ prompt was….

Time Capsule!  If you were to make a time capsule today, that wouldn’t be opened for at least another 100 years, what would you put in it??  You can be as outlandish with this as you want because it’s pretend.  What are some things that make you, you!

I was a tad bit lazy with my page today, I just wasn’t actually in the mood to draw today. >.< Please forgive me for today’s lazy page. But here are the items that make me “me”, but I wouldn’t be able to actually put them in a time capsule because I wouldn’t be able to be without them. :/ But for a hypothetical capsule, these are the items I would put inside.

1. Video camera
2. ipod
3. laptop
4. journals
5. pictures
6. DSlite

See you tomorrow with prompt 9.

I have a lot of people I wan to dedicate these words to. I have a wonderful family and great friends.  Also to the people in my life that aren’t always involved in it in a day to day basis. But just do something out of the blue that make my day wonderful.

Today’s prompt was….

Write a love letter to someone special!  This letter can be to anyone.  Share your love with someone today and let them know that you care  As bonus, share this letter with the person it’s directed too.

So this prompt is for all of friends, and to my family. I hope this isn’t cheating to dedicate it to multiple people. XD

See you tomorrow with prompt 8.

A friend that I haven’t seen in awhile came to visit me today. Which lead me to be a tad bit late in posting. I keep forgetting to just do the pages early and I wouldn’t have this problem. I mean Janel is nice enough to post the prompts early. I should take advantage of it. >.<

So today’s prompt was…..

Write a love letter to YOURSELF!  This one is pretty self-explanatory.  You are amazing, now tell yourself you are

A letter to myself. I tend to worry myself a lot, so much so that I sometimes make myself sick with worry. I need to stop focusing on the fear of failing and focus on doing my best to succeed. I start my math class tomorrow, and I am worried sick. -.- But I need to take the time to embrace all of the things I am good at. I don’t realize how wonderful it is to be able to have hobbies. Not everyone has a creative hobby, and I have many. So…GO ME!!!

See you tomorrow with Prompt 7.

So Kat and I had another adventure last Thursday. We met up at The Local and had lunch with our best friends.

Before we met up with our friends Kat and I decided to wait for the bus, so we took  tons of pictures while we waited. She took a lot of odd pictures of me, catching me off guard and whatnot.  I just really wanted to show off this dress. Its sooooo cute.  >.< So I was vain for a day. And where else can I be vain if not on MY blog?! XD I took pictures of her as well, but she didn’t like too many of them. So I’ll only share the ones she has allowed me to upload. -.- But first…. ME!!!!

Making fun of Mija’s coworker pose

Twirl pose >.<

A decent normal pose.

I felt like the bus was never going to show up, so Miss texted me asking if we needed a ride. THANK GOD!!! So she picked us up early and we went to The Local where Kat’s friend Julia met up with us later. Of course I didn’t take pictures at the restaurant, except of Jaxson, but those didn’t come out as well as I’d hope they would. >.< I’m not sure why I didn’t take any pictures of us with our friends. -.- This makes me mad, but I think the reason was because I was just so excited to see Missy and Jaxson that I just forgot. And I ended up filming and photographing Jaxson. He is sooooooo cute!!!!

Now the pictures Kat has OK…

She was fixing her hair…so I took  a picture.

She actually found this one funny.

She is so cute. <3

Well I start class on Tuesday…-.- great. I have a teacher from like Romania or something, I can barely understand it when an American tries to teach me. How an the hell am I gonna learn with someone from another country. >.< PLEASE LET ME PASS IT.

Day 5 is here, and I managed to be pretty early with this one. The last two days I’ve been letting other things get in the way of completely my pages on time. But today I did pretty good.

So today’s prompt was….

What are your summer traditions?  We all have different traditions for each and every season right?  What are some things that you do as a tradition each summer?  If you don’t have any traditions, maybe you can create some this summer!!

For me a new tradition for the summer has been summer classes. >.< But I try not to think of that, since that was on my “must do” list.

Some good traditions for me are sleeping late and sleeping in. Along with snacking out on frozen treats and yummy watermelon. :9  I love frozen yogurt, and no better place to get some then berripop!!! Sadly I’ll have to make do with ice cream, since there isn’t a berripop in my town. >.< Oh well. In my town the beach is not pretty, and I don’t like being out in the sun since I burn pretty easily. So if I did go swimming (which I probably won’t) I would go to the rec center. Its an indoor swimming pool. Perfect for those who aren’t fans of beaches and burning. lol I hope to make some more traditions this summer though. Like hanging out with friends when I can.

See you tomorrow with prompt 6. >.<

Ok so I did it again. >.< But I wasn’t too late this time. >.< I think I’m just gonna start doing them early from now on. (try to anyway)

BLOG MAGIC GO!!!

So today’s prompt is…

What I Wish I Wore…  I wish I had the money to be super cute and wear all of the clothes that I see in catalogs and online, but I don’t  Plus, it’s summer break so my wardrobe mostly consists of my swimsuit and my cover-up and flip-flops  So, today’s prompt is all about what you wish you would have worn!!  This prompt gives you the freedom to describe your perfect outfit for today.

I love the way I dress, and when it comes to shoes I usually prefer my comfy chucks or any type of flats. One being I cannot walk in high heels, or any type of heels. >.< But recently when I walk into a shoe store, I have been stopping to look at the summer wedges. I find them soooo adorable. >.< But their cuteness won’t allow me the super power to walk in them. I just wasn’t born with the ability to cram my feet into uncomfortable arches and be able to balance on them. -.- So I wish I could wear them.